Hi!

it's been a long time, hasn't it?

I just moved to a new place. city. province. well, technically it wasn't "just" but it's almost 2 months for now I'm living in South Tangerang. I have a new job, but currently I'm still On the Job Training,
I'll be living here for 1-3 years, perhaps. but, Anyways.

I'm posting this just because...

I just want to wrapped myself in this feeling. content. calmness. ease. peace. happiness.

So, My dad called me earlier and I spend almost an hour talking to him and my mom. It's like our daily or 2-days routine kinda thing. and They sound.....really happy. like, finally, we are doing fine. we are alright. My mom is happy. My dad sounds cheerful. like, finally, everything falls into place.

There isn't a big change, besides I'm living 500 miles away from home and not forget to mention that I'm just a spoiled brat.

But, Everyone finally look at my parents like they earned something. they mean something.

and I'm not crying.

Nope.

my eyes just ridiculously decided to sweat now.

Yeah.

Not crying.