fave june things i wish i wrote

I want so much to be a
part of her world, to feel
what she feels.....to know
what it is like to be in her
mind~

"There isn’t a more beautiful paradox than ‘a strong spirit and a gentle heart."

"I know we're going nowhere, but one last time, let's go there..."

“But there was no denying her smile. That smile could end wars and cure cancer.”
— John Green, An Abundance of Katherines

"Let's be fools and do what they told us to never do. Let's fall in love,"

he made her
so happy,
she forgot
all the things
that made her
feel numb.
he made her
so happy,
she didn't realize
she fell in love

she writes about abandonment like all i have never made her feel wanted

I loved you and you let me and you loved me and I panicked

maybe the difference between pushing someone away & pulling away from them depends on who you need to protect

when i say i want to be wherever you are, i mean every time i stare at a photo of you, in my head i'm packing my bags & gassing up the car.

you make me feel like i'm gonna smile my face off

it hurts until it doesn't but what if I can't wait that long

I literally cannot fathom someone loving me so much

And I wonder, will you have courage to be swept with my intensity. To love with abandonment like me.

there's no room for other memories in my mind. you take up all the space.

some days I wonder whether I fear loving someone or fear being loved more

this is the kinda weather i call Kissing Weather

you get so good at disappearing people start believing you are magic

she knows what it's like to be abandoned and so she takes in the strays and the outcasts and the unwanted so they will feel loved

Love pours out of me like honey and I'd like to smear it all over your lips

"When you are used to the kind of life - of never getting anything you want- you stop knowing what it is you want."

"That a person can, just by living, damage another human being beyond repair.

I didn't realize
How broken I was
Until the moment
I saw it in your eyes

I loved her and it was a terrible thing to do
it broke her to pieces and then it broke me to pieces
I can't say I didn't deserve it

and when you're wondering what happened to me and if i'm alright, just know i'm where i need to be and i'm doing absolutely fine.

it hurts because you love, and that takes more courage than you know.

I am jealous of the miles
that stand between us
I want to kill all of them