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being in love,

isn't that the trickiest things in the world

one step further, you'll fall deeper

one step backwards, you can't bear with the sight of,

living without their presence anymore,

their scent that lingers through your veins,

their hands that heavenly matched to intertwined with yours,

isn't that why there are spaces left between your fingers

being in love,

gravitated towards one and only person,

isn't it scary at first

aren't your mind full with doubt,

is it wrong or right,

aren't you gonna messed it up or not,

whether you'll ended up getting hurt or not,

whether it will last forever,

as corny as it sounds,

do you believe in something that would last forever

for the first glance,

you can't grasp fully with the feelings,

you tried to push the thought

of being in love,

you tried to ignore those flutter feelings through your belly,

you try your best to not let your guard down.

but then you throw another glances,

you start to consider their feelings,

you put their need first, instead of yours,

for once, you are not the only one person in the world,

you are not on your own anymore.

you used to have your own world before,

but then you heard a knock,

you usually said you weren't there,

you were far, far from their reach,

but this time,

you decide to steal a peek, a little bigger than you should,

and the next thing you know,

you are gladly open the door for them,

without bothering peeking through a peephole.

you are embracing the warmth feeling of falling in love.

the joy that bolted every time your fingertips touch with them,

their heartily laugh that spin through your ears,

those steady hands wrap perfectly around your waist,

those kisses you shared before the light turns off,

the I love yous here and there.

then suddenly,

world doesn't seem so bad anymore

- n.s (12/14)

p.s. for beloved one who recently found their significant other, congratulation :)

p.s.2. i'm the happiest when it comes to the idea of being in love