respectful girl

doing good deeds indeed take heart in one shape

without being watched or heard

annyeong haseo

hahaha udah desember aja yah ini huwaaaaaa udah mau tutup buku. yang baru sekarang ini lagi sibuk-sibuknya sama kuliah dan pencarian jejak KP. selama masa padat merayapnya jadwal ketika di 2 minggu terakhir november, akhirnya kehilangan rasa tertarik buat ngikutin idola, Dianna Agron. tapi penderitaan ngga berakhir disitu, waktu malem-malem ngga bisa tidur, aku iseng-iseng baca tentang yoona's haters. habisnya, temenku waktu siang itu agak annoyed waktu aku bilang di SNSD yang paling cantik itu ya Im Yoona. nah di malam itulah kekagumanku mulai tumbuh. yang dulu aku cuman memandang Yoona sebagai "wajah" dari SNSD, pintar menari, dan suaranya yang alto terminoure. bukan lead vocal, maupun lead dance. tapi kenapa banyak yang tidak menyukainya? tapi juga, banyak yang menyukainya. rata-rata para haters menganggap Yoona talentless dan selalu mendapatkan spotlight. kalau menurut pandanganku, Yoona bukannya talentless hanya aja dia ngga terlalu percaya diri di bagian menyanyi karena suaranya yang cenderung rendah. dia bukan lead dancer di SNSD tapi dia berusaha menari sebaik mungkin. Yoona hanya mengerjakan apa yang harus dia kerjakan. menjadi center dari sebuah kerumunan memang ngga mudah. she is totally outstanding. bukan hanya di wajahnya, tapi kerja kerasnya. dan kekagumanku masih belum bisa tumbuh sampai akhirnya aku membaca artikel tentang Yoona yang menjadi president disebuah LSM yang menangani masalah anak-anak yang di bully. aku lupa sumbernya dimana, tapi hal ini di konfirmasi dengan SM Ent. 

kekagumanku tidak berhenti disitu. rasa simpatiku tumbuh saat membaca tentang masa lalu Yoona. Dibalik sosok Yoona yang ceria, jahil, dan begitu bersinar, ternyata dia hanya tinggal dengan ayah dan kakak perempuannya. pedih. sedari kecil, Yoona hanya bersama ayah dan kakaknya saja. assumption dimana-mana, ada yang mengatakan orang tuanya berpisah dari Yoona masih kecil, ada yang bilang ibu Yoona memilih meninggalkan keluarganya..Yoona yang masih kecil dan masih belum cukup lama menikmati indahnya masa kanak-kanak harus menerima kepahitan, hidup tanpa seorang ibu. kepedihanku semakin menjadi saat membaca komen bahwa Yoona pantas mendapatkan itu, ada yang mengatakan Yoona begitu menyebalkan sampai ibunya juga memilih untuk meninggalkannya. WHY SOME PEOPLE SO HEARTLESS I CAN'T SEE IT. WHY? masa lalu Yoona yang tidak begitu membahagiakan akhirnya menjadi tombak yang dilemparkan kembali ke dirinya. begitu menyedihkan. Yoona saat itu masih kecil, dan dia pasti tidak menginginkan perpisahan kedua orang tuanya. aku tidak ingin berperasangka buruk dengan ibu Yoona, aku hanya berharap dia melihat apa yang telah dia lewatkan. dia melewatkan perjalanan Yoona tumbuh menjadi perempuan dewasa yang cantik, ramah, dan cerdas. surely, it's her loss.

dan setelah mengetahui tentang fakta ini, aku mulai menggali info tentang Yoona dan SNSD. aku mulai melihat Hello Baby untuk mengetahui bagaimana Yoona menghadapi seorang anak, padahal selama ini dia hidup tanpa Ibu. dan yang membuatku semakin jatuh hati pada Yoona adalah, dia benar-benar berkeinginan untuk merawat dan menyayangi anaknya, menunjukkan sosoknya yang sebenarnya begitu perhatian dan keibuan. phew, rasanya hatiku bener-bener tergencet, sesak, membaca informasi-informasi ini. dan yang membuatku semakin tidak bisa mengelak lagi untuk menjadi Yoonaddict adalah artikel-artikel ini:

"I recently went to Lima, Peru and did some mission/volunteer work in the poor areas. I went to a primary school, where the walls were all blue, there were kids flocking the staircases and balconies, excited to see the foreigners come with presents and fun filled things to do instead of school work. The school probably had 200 kids in it, ranging from Kindy to Grade 6.

The first thing we had to do at the school was to re-enact a parable from the Bible, then play with them. I was taken upstairs to Grade 4, where there was a class filled with kids with bright eyes and adorable smiles on their faces. They were all sitting on their little chairs, looking tidy with their uniform and smiling with all (or most) of the white gleaming teeth. It was adorable. After acting out a parable, I had the opportunity to talk to some of the kids and the teacher.

 

(credits to my friend who can't take photos)
The teacher stared at me (because I was the only asian in the group) and told me, in broken english, "Yoona. Girls Generation. Come here to work." I stared at him. Yoona? As in SNSD Yoona? Why would she come here? So I asked him again, 'are you sure? Yoona from Girls Generation. The pretty korean girl." And he said yes. He had a big smile on his face as he talked about Yoona and what she did at the school during her time over here. So, I found out that Yoona from Girls Generation had travelled halfway across the world, to an area filled with poor people, to help out and play with kids that are less fortunate than her, despite her high status in the real world. I was in shock. I couldn't believe it. The teacher told me as well, "Many many koreans come here and help us, they are wonderful people. I love Koreans."

I was and am still in shock. I went back to my hotel that night and tried searching up news articles about Yoona and her volunteer work in Peru, yet there was none. So (from what I know) I think Yoona went to do volunteer work for herself and for others, not for the public to know.

Yeah I just wanted to share it with ya'll."

source: myung-udon

Not only that, but turns out that she also adopted an African kid back when she was 18 and has done a ton of volunteer work secretly. 

source: http://www.allkpop.com/forums_post/allkpop/K-POP/some-things-you-just-dont-know-1#ixzz2mb02pHEg 

dan ini

120714 SNSD's Yoona at the age of 18 already has an adopted child from Africa

Written By Kim Regina on Monday, July 16, 2012 | 2:54 PM

Do you know?
Yoona at the age of 18 already has an adopted child from Africa ...
He often gave envelopes and gifts for the child secretly. Until at last it was known and reported by SBS Hope TV. Where the black child are sending video via 3G for Yoona that he misses she and wants to meet. ..
Yoona softly replied "are you okay?" He looked close with that child. Not many who know this, even after the SBS coverage. Yoona might not want this news is too exposed.

soure:http://indonesiansoshi.blogspot.com/2012/07/120714-snsds-yoona-at-age-of-18-already.html 

dan ini salah satu comment dari 2 tahun yang lalu,

Yoona is the kind of idol that I look up to and I can relate to. Most idols are confident. Yoona isn't. She knows that she lacks singing. She have said it before. Behind the smiling Yoona that we see is a self-conscious girl, she have expressed her insecurity so many times before(unfortuently they don't become a hot topic like her looks).. I feel like I can relate to her. She's also very polite and respectful, I love how she ruins her own image by doing un-lady-like imitations. 
As we all know, a lot of idols do charity. but the thing about Yoona, she doesn't go out and tell the world about it. She did it secretly. Back in 2008, she adopted an African child(she was only 18). And it wasn't revealed until last year by a documentary, not by her. I've heard so many good things about Yoona from other idols/singers/songwriters/actors and people who have known her for so long. (http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20120422163850AATZJZD)

Bagaimana mungkin ngga jatuh hati setelah membaca informasi-informasi ini? sampai sekarang aku masih gencar mencari-cari video Yoona dan SNSD di sela-sela jadwal kuliah yang padat. inilah, kemakan dengan omongan sendiri. akhirnya jadi suka dengan salah satu korean's pride. Yoona unnie, saranghae <3 p="">

jjiggemeeun so nyuh si dae!

ok, That's a wrap