take my breath away

Have you ever liked something so much,
you just wanna lock yourself in your room,
turn on sad music and cry?

sebelum mulai menduga-duga, ini bukan posting tentang love life. masih inget sama posting sebelumnya? sekarang masih belum ada perubahan yang signifikan, berusaha nerima kenyataan aja dulu, pasti bisa. I'm survivor, remember? :} waktu posting sebelumnya aku juga bilang apa yang bikin aku seneng dan bertahan selama beberapa bulan ini? yak, Glee. mungkin bukan jalan ceritanya yang aku suka tapi pemainnya, terutama Dianna Agron, dan lagu2nya. dari bulan januari mungkin mulai bener-bener ngeh sama Glee. dan beberapa minggu lagi, tepatnya tanggal 21 mei, mereka bakal lulus dan ninggalin glee.




sumpah deh lebih dari seminggu ini rasanya pengen ngunci diri di kamar terus minta waktu buat berhenti, aku ngga mau mereka pergi T^T rasanya seperti ini kelulusanku sendiri. nangisin karakter yang sebenernya ngga nyata? aku tau, tapi rasanya bener-bener sedih bangettttt. salah satu teman baikku, Rafina, yang Kpopers tau banget kalo aku suka banget sama glee. playlist isinya lagu glee semua, suka baca fanfiction glee (yang ada Quinn nya doang sih benernya), video juga isinya performance mereka dari Glee season 1, dan ngga pernah bosen ngomongin Glee. sampe dia ngeliat aku sedih banget kemarin dan mengusulkan,

"udah nad jangan sedih gitu, berarti tandanya kamu disuruh nyoba hal baru, ayo nyoba korea yuk sama aku hehehe."

“One day, all of you are going to be gone. And the all of this, all of us, is going to be nothing but a hazy memory. Someone’s going to have to remind of the songs we sung, the solos you got…or didn’t get. Life really only has one beginning, and one end, the rest is just a whole lot of middle.”

well, kita belum tau siapa yang bakalan terus main di Season 4 selain lea michele, cory monteith, naya rivera, dan chris colfer. aku pengeeeeeennnnyaaaaaa Dianna Agron tetep main di Glee. walaupun suaranya ngga sebagus Lea michele tapi aktingnya itu ngga jelek, hell dia keren banget kalo uda akting, suaranya itu lembut banget. jadinya terkesan lemah. dia juga the most down-to-earth celebrity I've ever known. dia itu buaik banget sama fans-fansnya. ngga ada deh selebriti yang dengan senang hati, keliatan banget dari matanya dan apresiasi dia buat fans, diajak foto disela-sela kesibukannya suting dan bilang makasih tiap selesai foto. dia juga cantik banget, rambutnya keliatan bagus banget hahaha dan dia punya chemistry sama semua orang, mungkin karena saking baik dan sweetnya dia :"}

isn't she lovely?

di beberapa media mengatakan kalo dia ngga akan kembali, ini contohnya

“It caught me by surprise. It was kind of emotional doing my last scene with Dianna, and it really just caught me by surprise at how moving it was. She is just amazing and just a really nice person too. It was like saying goodbye to Dianna, which is a sad thing to do.” - Jane M ( Sue Sylvester)

While the show’s producers have previously said that seniors such as Rachel (Lea Michele), Finn (Cory Monteith) and Kurt (Chris Colfer) will probably stay on for season four even though they are graduating from McKinley, rumors have circulated about other cast members — possibly Dianna Agron, for one — departing after this season. (Washington Post)


dan karena itu, waktu nonton episode dance with somebody dan choke, nangisnya ngga berenti-berenti. ridiculous dan naive sebenernya tapi ya gimana lagi T^T the only good thing happened in my life rite now will be gone. kalo Dianna beneran ngga balik lagi ke Glee.....kapan lagi bisa liat dia tiap minggu? pasti bakalan berkurang fanfiction tentang dia, pasti fotonya juga berkurang, kalo misalnya ada show lain yang ada Dianna bisa nyanyi dan dance sih ngga masalah, atau Dianna harus bikin show sendiri? :))

ini playlist isinya lagu yang dinyanyiin Dianna sama Lea semua T^T jadi menyiksa diri. new single yang dia nyanyiin duet sama naya, take my breath away, really take my breath away! walaupun terkesan oldies tapi enak bener deh lagunya. selain itu ada yang saving all my love for you, duet sama joe, teen jesus. terus ada Never can say goodbye, yang ini beneran mewakili perasaanku sekarang. ada I feel pretty but unpretty, duet sama Lea Michele dan menurutku ini duet-mash up terbaik dari glee :} ada the time of my life & Lucky yg duet sama Chord, mereka kaya Ken dan Barbie :"} terus di season 1 ada you keep me hanging on, pappa don't preach, I say a little prayer, dan it's man world. selain itu dia juga dia ngisi di Time warp, express yourself, don't stop, marry you, ABC, control, we are young. itu sih yang kedengeran di kuping. she should get more solos if she won't come back next season :"{

kalo beneran Dianna ngga balik ke Glee, I'm really done. selain Dianna, HeMo and Harry should be back too. rasanya kalo Dianna aja masih terombang-ambing, mana berani minta HeMo dan Harry buat lanjut? :"{

mungkin Quinn bukan pemain utama yang banyak disukai, bitch head cheerleader, tapi dia di season 3 akhir ini mulai keliatan banget kalo dia berubah jadi orang yang lebih baik. di season 1 dia yang seenaknya sendiri sama orang lain, berusaha ngehancurin Glee, suka ngebully & ngeslushie Glee club, knocked-up by Puck yang waktu itu dia lagi pacaran sama Finn, bohong sama Finn kalo dia hamil anaknya Finn, diberhentikan dari Cheerleader, diusir dari rumah waktu ketauan dia hamil, setelah Finn tau kalo Quinn ngga hamil anaknya dia, Quinn diusir lagi dan akhirnya tinggal sama Puck dimana dia menderita banget disitu. bayangin deh, 16 tahun dan hamil, siapa juga yang ngga menderita? tapi ada Glee club yang nemenin dia, sampe Mercedes nawarin dia tinggal bareng sama keluarganya biar dia dapet tempat tinggal yang layak :"} di season 2, dia starting over, sempet tengkar sama santana gara2 dia jadi head cheerleader lagi, selingkuh sama Finn waktu dating Sam, dan mau ngehancurin Nationals untuk dapetin Finn lagi. waktu season 3, you got Rebell-punk-Quinn. rambutnya di dye jadi pink dan pendek, yang bikin agak ilfeel but she still looks hot and pretty, berusaha ngedapetin Beth (anaknya dia sama puck yg diadopsi shelby, ibunya rachel) dengan cara kotor, dan untungnya Rachel nyadarin dia. setelah rachel nyadarin dia, quinn mulai bisa mikir dewasa. dia keterima di Yale which is so good :} and weeks later, BAMMMMM, Quinn got hit by truck. dan sekarang dia di kursi roda. kayanya sih sementara doang soalnya ada foto dan tweet yang nunjukin waktu nationals, dia bisa nari lagi.

after all this time, bad storyline tapi dia tetep flawless. satu kata deh, perfection.

Joe: You are the prettiest, nicest, best-smelling girl I've ever met.

Quinn: How many girls have you met? Weren't you home schooled?

Joe: Don't do that. Don't find ways to run yourself down.

Quinn: Guess I have been doing that a lot lately. It's just hard not to focus on what I've lost.

Joe: What if I helped you? You know, like the way I use my hands to move your legs. Maybe you could use my eyes to see yourself -- the way I see you.

Quinn: And what would I see?

Joe: Perfection.

i don't ship Joe and Quinn because Joe's kinda creepy and Quinn deserves the best. dan kalo tiba2 sedihnya memuncak banget ada hal yang bikin sedikit tenang, ada post di tumblr

everyone is basing it off a quote from jane that has been chopped down in print as well as in that video.

“It caught me by surprise. It was kind of emotional doing my last scene with Dianna, and it really just caught me by surprise at how moving it was. She is just amazing and just a really nice person too. It was like saying goodbye to Dianna, which is a sad thing to do.”

she didn’t say she ‘was’ saying goodbye to dianna, just that it was ‘like’ saying goodbye.

quinn is graduating, most likely IF she is in season 4, she won’t be having reason to be in scenes with jane since she won’t be a cheerio or a high school student any longer, so sue has to say goodbye to quinn. so many quotes are taken out of context and people freak out and then we’re all crying and upset and find out later we misunderstood what was actually being said.

all the actors and actresses said no one really knows what will happen next season. so how can we assume from one quote out of context, that we know more than they do?

until dianna herself, or Fox release an official statement saying dianna is not doing season 4, i’m going to try and calm my tits and save myself more migraine headaches from over emotional crying."

so true, I need to save myself more migraine headaches from over emotional crying. I wish for the best and I have to prepare for the worst. but still, I'm still upset and sad, though. I won't get over it soon but I'll be fine. no no, not that fine but I'm trying. as long as I had some good fanfiction and nice song. listening Glee's song make my heart die a little but glee's song is part of my day. I'm gonna be fine, I'm sad, but I'm gonna be fine.

“When you’re sad, you’re not sad. You are merely oblivious to the good things in your life. There is always a crack of light in the darkness. Find it.” — Dianna Agron